studying
Since about three days or so I finally started studying for my exams. And I am already fed up. More than with the stuff I have actually to read I am fed up with me. I just can not concentrate. There are too many things in my head, to many things I could do. Ok, I know, it's quite stupid to keep the laptop next to my desk and to chat with people. But it really means a lot to me to talk to friends that are far away and to be able to be somehow part of their life, to catch up with people I haven't seen for a long time. To search for advise and to give it. I want to enjoy my last few weeks here in Spain and to meet the people that are important to me.
I tried to work for some hours (or one hour) and then have a break where I can talk to people etc. But now I always have the feeling of being inefficient and not doing enough.... Man, eventhough I have been doing this studying for exams thing for the past years (actually that's the main thing I have been doing half of my life) and I still don't manage it...
Anyways, hopefully this summer will be the last time for a long time that I will have to study. The only thing is, to get there I need to work now... Ok, get your ass up and do something. At least one chapter more... Promise.
I tried to work for some hours (or one hour) and then have a break where I can talk to people etc. But now I always have the feeling of being inefficient and not doing enough.... Man, eventhough I have been doing this studying for exams thing for the past years (actually that's the main thing I have been doing half of my life) and I still don't manage it...
Anyways, hopefully this summer will be the last time for a long time that I will have to study. The only thing is, to get there I need to work now... Ok, get your ass up and do something. At least one chapter more... Promise.


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